1. |
Ice
03:51
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All I know is how to break you into pieces
And the things that you think I'll be but won't ever be
So stop trying I won't pretend cuz I ain't impressed not a bit
Call me what you want cuz I'm damn aware
That I'm so cold
My heart's so cold
And I won't ever feel a thing for you
Told you that I'm bad news I'm empty through and through
I see where this is going and I'm telling you
I'm not insecure, not sad, not jealous
And need no one to perfect me
Fix your heart elsewhere
There's nothing I could ever offer you
Cuz I'm cold
My blood's so cold
And I won't ever feel a thing again
My heart's so cold
And I won't ever get to feel again
I'm exhausted to the bone from bearing guilt I couldn't forgive
For the million teardrops from past someone else I'm trying to forget
But I somehow keep waking up in this mess all over again
Till I erase the memories of broken dreams I'd searched in vain
Now I'm so cold
My heart's so cold
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2. |
Mirage
06:00
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Those clouds still hang over his head
8 years - not a lot has changed
Swinging blades above his head
Brand new trouble's right ahead
He's sung about some puddle around his feet
Sung about some whale born unfree
Something about that ball and chain
And the life he'd searched in vain
Now the sea is haunting me
The place I truly have to be
The same cold void in me
Some pieces missing constantly
And I know what I'm missing out
And you can't relate, you can't ever relate
At last I'm close to finding out the truth
I can never escape
Never
It's easy to tell it was all good
When past would pride me all the time
And the songs sound exactly alike
Because I've been holding onto the same old lie
In an attempt to replicate the dream
All I did is make it hurt even more
It's getting hard staying on this path
How easy it is to let it loose so fast
Now the sea is haunting me
The place I truly have to be
The same cold void in me
Some pieces missing constantly
The sea
The world
The scars
The past
That love
The chances
The pride
The tears
That hate
That shame
That loss
This curse
The fear
The fear
The fear
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You say I'm minimal and I let things go
Honestly these days I don't know
Kinda like that lady who ate ashes of
Her husband who died years ago
They say I do whatever the hell I please
But I'm struggling to recall the time I laid my head down at peace
Trying to walk the straighter line to start over again
But I'm still here with a big hole in my heart
Hoarding my lost love
Chasing a ghost
The world is on hold
Time heals so I'm told
Imprisoning my soul in this house reeks of memories
But the key's on the table in front of me
So do you still think I don't know how to leave
Or am just scared shitless to
When the pain feels like coming home to a warm stew
Thought I was strong
Now I know I was wrong
The world is so cold
The sun's gone for so long
Since the night you said
"Baby do you still love me?
Baby do you still desire me?
You must let me go
I have to go home"
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4. |
Two Tunnels
03:32
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You ain't special, you ain't different
You ain't a diamond in the rough
You ain't weird, you ain't crazy
You ain't the femme fetale you wish to be
You're desired, you're cherished
And all the boys just don't know what to do
Baby it's classic, barbie the plastic
I've seen a hundred walls look just like you
I'm sorry to break it to you
But there's nothing I want from you
Find someone else who treats you good
Couldn't care less if you think I'm cruel
I ain't fooled, I ain't amused
By the story you just told about god knows what
I'd rather leave, I'd rather die
Than having to sit through your bullshit
You ain't dirty, you're just a baby
Another new long movie with no plot twist
I ain't your daddy, I ain't your mummy
No way cleaning your mess up when you're pissed
I'm sorry to break it to you
But there's nothing I could say to you
Find someone else and set me free
I'm crawling out of the window saying I'll go pee
I'm sorry to break it to you
But there's nothing that I want from you
Find someone else who can babysit
There's a plenty of fish in the sea
I'm seeing the two tunnels in your face
I'm hearing your voice from the outer space
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5. |
Cry an Ocean
04:24
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I wish I could cry an ocean
Drowning I don't care
Cry an ocean
Trying and trying but I can't
Nail me to the seabed I deserve it
Dispose of me in a plastic bag
The noose around my neck
Cry an ocean
That's right where I belong
Don't cry an ocean
I don't think you understand
There hasn't been a time I had to be the one
To wash the blood away
To take your life away
Let's take one last ride
To send you far away
To the place your love decays
You've never really seen the ocean
Until you've broken
Until you're broken
Don't take me to the ocean
I'm sick of these tender waves
Sick of these mountains
Sick of this scenery from the third floor widow at the dawn
Sick of this room full of love
The highway to get me home
And the sun that burn so bright upon me next to no one
Cry an ocean
Oh I wish I could cry an ocean
Tell me how the hell I could
Cry an ocean
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6. |
Teethgrinder
03:30
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I said a few things I regret
Knowing what you thought we had is dead
All the truths would put you in your place
And I'm too busy making no sense
I'm grinding my teeth every night
In my sleep there's a question I find
"If I shut this mouth forever, would I give in or endeavor?"
And I can't tell you what you wanna hear
And I can't tell you what you most fear
Silence over truth
Am I allowed to cry over you
Can I grieve over you
Should I say, should I hide, should I let you keep your pride
Will you cry, will you fight, will you get over our ride
They say I fuck my teeth up at night
In my sleep there's a reason I found
Though I hold this tongue forever, it won't be any better
Cuz I can't tell you what you wanna hear
Neither can I tell you what you most fear
Silence over truth
Am I allowed to cry over us
Can I grieve over us
And I refuse to ignore the elephant in the room
And see you water the flower I know no longer blooms
It doesn't matter after all which pain I replace
I truly care for you but it'll all end up in this place
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7. |
Bridge Burning
04:56
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Thought I've learnt some another simple lesson
But now I know nothing I do will ever lessen the havoc I cause
And I'm having to convince myself I'm a better man
But you know I never paid my debts
The last call
This is my last call
Another bridge is about to fall
Go ahead and close the door
If you leave it's time to go
Just another someone I'll forget
You got choked on the ashes of something there once used to be between us
Before I set the fire
Now I walk away to lead myself astray again and again
But how many goddamn times do I have to say
The last call
This is my last call
Another bridge is about to fall
Go ahead and lock the door
If you leave it's time to go
Just another someone I'll forget
You can't save me no can't you see
Nothing's stopped me from these atrocities
Leaving's all I know how to do
Just walk away and let this fire burn
This is my last call
Go ahead and burn it all
Another broken heart of gold
Just another someone I must forget
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8. |
Blossoms Won't Dream
04:15
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Convince me why I still
Stand all day like a ghost
I sweated and I froze
And this heart nearly stopped
I've waited far too long
I no longer belong
Am I stuck for life
Wasted far more time
Than you can ever imagine
In trade for what I
Forgot why I even defend
I grew while I wasn't free
Tried making something out of it
But running out all good reasons
To justify these lifeless eyes
Stairs won't lurk
Floors won't talk
Roofs won't pry
Chains won't cry
For a hundred more years
Until I
I hold the keys to what's
Beyond these plaster walls
Even after I threw all my days away
Guess it's still not too late
To stop the wait
Not quite too late
Nails won't dance
Dust won't curse
Leave won't grieve
Stones won't bleed
For a hundred more years
Until I
Unless I
Keeps won't run
Ants won't burn
Gates won't scream
Blossoms won't ever dream
Of a hundred years
For a hundred more years
Unless I choose to
Until I choose to
It's easy to dismiss
What's made me who I am
When I couldn't care if I live
Fast and die today
Yet it's just not too late
Still not too late
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9. |
Blasphemy
03:50
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Dominated by deadly false hopes
I feel my veins, obey the nature's law
This long forgotten antient sense
When this winter ends all I took for granted will be gone
I'm a slave to these ruthless flames
Straight down to the abyss for playing fool's games
I gave my power up, I want it back
All these years I stood for what I've obtained
Now I burn through this cold this night in solitude
Took my chance with scars that shouldn't have been revealed
Exposed my secrets and drank yours in exchange
Now go on and tell me what these eyes of mine are seeing ain't real
I had my time, I set my life and I couldn't rearrange anymore
Now I'm a slave to these ruthless flames
Stare into the abyss, cremate its name
Take the pain, obey the nature's law
All these years I stood tall but I'm drained
As I burn through this cold night in solitude
A glimpse of what was once mine
I know it all how nothing lasts forever
I landed hard because I climbed goddamn high
Now I know nothing lasts forevermore
Go on burn me down
Come on burn me down
It's my turn to burn
Dominated by these deadly false hopes
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